..how sweet it is..

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:01:45 GMT

*life is just as beautiful as the sky*
-this break has just been too cool, its so relaxing and conveinant(sp?) because my shows just started at broadway palm, and rite now i dont have to worry about school yay.
-thursday night was the opening of stop the world, i want to get off, there wasnt that many ppl. but last night it was a full house and it was awesome. the audience was great. if only me and 2 other girls went to bow when we were suppose to itd be the best. haha. ohwell. we didnt get in trouble so its all good
-so monday morning is districts for xcountry. im way nervous. and sad. b'cuz its like my 2nd to last meet. i really do love my xcountry team this yr. there amazing and help me out alot.
-my mom is start to move her hip when she takes mini steps. and hopefully ina yr or less shell be able to walk. moving her hip is such an improvement. im so proud of her.
-the weather rox.
-ash stopped by the other night for like 15 mins it was fun. it was the first time she has seen my new redone room. i def. have to hang out with her more often. if only our schedules werent so crazy. i miss her. and i miss stef, i need to get together with her too. so much to do, so little time
-me and bobs 1 yr and 10 mon. was on tues. :) the day i got back from GA. it was lovely. we ate at applebees. it was a fine dine YUM. i love him soooooooo much. he couldnt get any more perfect then he is.!!!!muah times a trillionbazillioN!

alrite well im off to eat. hope everyone is enjoying the hurricane vk.

happy 17th birthday ASHLEY :)

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 21:40:20 GMT

tahnks to wilma my family went crazy and forced me to evacuate to georgia. great. im sitting here in georgia while my broadway palm reharsals are going on, and my show opens on thursday the 27th. things just couldnt get any better. ahhhhhhhh. butttt thank God for laptops or else id be poking my eyes out.

nice view huh? not!

closeup. yes. it really is georgia. damnit.

:(

thats the reason we had to evacuate. if only my mom could walk.ah.

at least someone if comfy

hm.its not even suppose to hit till monday. what the heck is my family thinking. its probably gona be a tropical storm if it even hits. im going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.i miss bob!!!and love him sososososososmuch. k im done. im gona go try to entertain myself. ah its only friday too. help.

be safe everyone.xoxo

happy bday ashley!!!!!! luv ya!

tgif

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 19:42:31 GMT

featuring linda and jamie :)

that was the question~

NOOOOOOOO, said linda

oh ya, thought jamie

so i thought what the heck, im not ashamed of my lil one

haha no peeking :-X

but ms jamie didnt listen

bad girl jamie for peeking :( byebye

and there i sit, undefeated, in the dark. woooowhoo

and thats my adventure story today, stay tuned for unpcoming ones

thats all folks

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:37:27 GMT

first off i didnt have ne appts so i did my own makeup and hair. the 9$ fake hair at sallys beauty supply worked out pretty good.whatyathink?

then i went to bobs to take a few pics with him and his family. ^thats his sister him and me~

then to my gparents to take pics with them n my mom

bob and my mommy :)

and theres me and bob w/ my gparents

then we got to stefs house and met up with her ash matt and kenny, and her dad drove us in an escalade to rumrunners then to the dance

bob.matt.kenny.(bob is quite studdly, i must comment, and matched very good with me wowho lol GO PINK)

us at dinner. yumm

there we are singing to COOLJAMS!!
lol after the dance me and bob went over lindas& micah was there, joel and sara were there for a little bit, then they left and mikev. moriah, devin, kasey l., regina, derrek also came over for a lil bit. it was alotta fun

im so sad it was my last homecoming, but theres still one more dance to go, wowho! PROM. ah. :)

i hope everyone else had a safe kickass time too.

hello october

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 05:49:50 GMT

so today was alotta fun, acutally this week was alotta fun. it was homecoming week. my last one. :( im gona miss that about hs.forsure. im so glad or school is so spirited. and bummed i 4got to bring my camera in the pep rally ohwell. so rite after the pep rally the cross country team went to a meet in dade city which is like 5 mins away from tampa. it was ALOTTA fun. to tell you the truth i was dreading it because we had to run at 5 and i just was tired and didnt feel like riding in a car, but it actaully turned out to be a good race and a REALLY FUN TEAM! i wish i got more pix i only have like 3 so here ya go.homecoming is in aprox. in 18hrs.. YESS

this is the longggg couse we had to run, its acutally a horse race track. leslie is so funny" man we aint no damn horses, so why they makin us run out heeahh" lmao!

yay runners RULE!

and theres varsity waiting to start!

and theres the beautiful sky as we were leaving

goo varsity, ohya. we got 5th pace out of likeeee um 32 teams GOO REDKNIGHTS :)

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 19:45:19 GMT

last nite me and bob went to smokey bones and it was soooooo yummy!!!!! and then we went to see the emily rose movie with ash matt stef and kenny. then i slept over ashleys yay! i havent slept over there in years. so it was sooo much fun. man this year is flying by already. ah. im sending out my college applications this week.ucf.fau.fgcu.fsu. i hope i get into at least one. we'll see. ah. cross country seems like its almost over toom, we only have 5 more meets left. cuz tuesday meets are offically canceled. it kinda sux cuz im not gona do track and this is the last high school sport thing in my life. ah. scary. newaysssss. my labtop is way cool!! alritey well im off to go play with it lol. pxx out..

ILOVEROBERTNASUTAWITHEVERYTHINGIVEGOT!

long time no talk

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 15:35:23 GMT

wow my computer sux ass, thats why im hardly on it but thats okay cuz im getting a labtop midsept. wowho.. so ne ways..lately

(plus) + =good
(minus) - = bad
lmao

+micahs helping me write a song
-stef got kicked out the xc team :(
+me&ash are talking more
-i cant find a couch for my room
+my moms finally home
-except she lives with my gparents, while i live with my aunt
+me&bobs 1yrs&8mon. just pasted :)
-i woke up with knots in my back yesterday morning
+im going to homecoming with stef and ash fooshoo!
-its not gona be 3 guys 3 girls:(
+bobs my date
-i dont have a dress yet
+we have off school 2mrw
-i have an essay due on tuesday
+me and micah are singing a kickbut duet for IE's
-i cant find a monologue anywhere for it
+over a million $ has been raised for new orleans
-people starving, and gas$ ^
+food finally arrived there
-life is only getting worse
+seniors won the pep rally
-i ripped some hair outta my arms trying to get the writing off
+this weekend has been so relaxing.nostress
-ashleys grounded
+ima hang out with her this wk
-2mrw i have to work on an international relations project
+ill get to hang out with linda devin micah and jenna

dodeda

so thats a kind of recap of my life lol. theres nothing more to say but umm.. YAY 2MRW WE HAVE OFF!! this week has been good. nothing new in my life. same old stuff. i cant believe its already septemper its crazy. pzout!

a tear can hold a trillion words

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 00:42:18 GMT

best day ever

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 02:44:23 GMT

..let the rain fall down..

good song. yesterday.1st day.very cool. it will be a nice yr. so afterskool me and stef ran. then it started to RAINNNNNN..it was so much fun. then we took pictures that didnt turn out so good but thats okay..haha

todaymy mom had a doc. appt. so my gpa rented a van to take her from rehab to the doc. and he had it for the whole day and night. so me her him gma my aunt and my moms friend went to rumrunners. and it was the first time shes been out since march 8th. it was amazing.

dodedo

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 15:16:19 GMT

..another day volunteering at the hospital. funstuff. this week really flew by, but i got to hang out wtih bob alot, wowho. i watched finding neverland for the first time. greatmovie! & i saw dukes of hazzard wich was okay, it was funny here and there. me and stef watched sex and the city, did makeup, and watch the "L"word lol. intersting stuff. weds. was my last day at publix. im just gona work at rumrunners now. yeeha. and ashley is gona work there with me as a hostess though, not as food runner like me but thats okay ill still see her. and i got my nails done this week. and i got at least 2 inches cut off my hair. its short. a lil too short. i have to get use to it, like i did last yr.also+ thankfully my mom will be in rehab at least another month, my aunt called the senator of florida and told about the problem of the insurance company kicking my mom out of rehab and so now the medicaid is hopefully going to kick in sooner then 3 months from now, and when the medicaid kicks in that means my mom will be able to stay there like 6 months, but when theres no medicaid my mom will get kicked out, so yay for the senator my mom gets to stay in at least another month. oh yes and i got faxed the schedule for all the performance ill be in , in oct27th-dec17th. for the show "stop the world i want to get off" at broadway palm. wootwoot. theres 60 performaces. ah. thats definitely alot more than fame. it should be a fab-o learning experience. i cant wait :) er ah i have to drive the stupid chevy now cuz i put too many miles on my moms hyndai and its a lease so each mile its over its a $1. that means no more power lock, power windows, and cd player.ill get over it somehow.welp this weekend should fly by like my life. ha. monday school. nocomment :( well i gotta deliver flowers to a patient. so peaceout!

+warning+

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 01:59:35 GMT

you cant fight with reality.the insurance is kicking my mom out of rehab.this ride just keeps getting better.ugh.

gooday

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 03:01:01 GMT

so yesterday me and stef got a pedicure wowoho, i got mine just cause ive never gotten one b4 and she got hers for the ball she was going to tonite. it was alotta fun. yaya

stefy gettin her toes done :)

theres my toes getting done

almost done...

yay theres mine, there lil flowers on the first toe, suhweet

and theres stefs! there so cute!!

welp yesterday was great fun. i even found out 3 months after i auditioned for the fall season of broadway palm, that i got into the ensemble of the show "stop the world i want to get off" im so excited, i thought i didnt get in any of the fall shows, but i guess not, it was a super surprise. :) 2mrw i have to call mrs. whitener, cuz im gona have to miss like 7 of her classes. and i need her advice on like should i miss it or not do the thing, i wana see what she says abotu it b4 i do ne thing. so we'll see. welp im off to sleep. nite.

if theres one thing ive learned in life its..

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 03:23:41 GMT

have you ever had one of those days that you never ever what to have happen again? yeah, well today was that day for me. its when you think things are just right, then right becomes wrong. and wrong becomes your enemy. but i guess "everything happens for a reason" yeah what do i say to that stfu. :-) if we cant see the reason for the being, then not everything must happen for a reason, it just happens to just see how much our life can suck.

enough of that. yesterday i dropped almost 500$ at the mall. thats scary. i go pycho when im at a mall. lol i love it. i could live ina mall, seriously. me and bob hit like every store. hes awesome, to shop with me u have to have patience haha! and 2mrw im going makeup shopping, which ill prolly srop 200$ cuz i just cant have enough eye shadow :)

anyways im going to sleep, i hope my byan alan pictures i took this morning turn out good

nite~

wowho i got my schedule fixed today~

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:27:36 GMT

1. Study Hall
2. Pre-Calculus
3. Theatre History and Literature
4. Introduction to International Relations
5. Compostition I
6. Drama IV
7. Musical Theatre IV

i have 5 classes with Linda HECK YES!! and 1 with bob and 5 with Micah and i finally have a class with rita and jamie too!!! YAY!!SWeEt!!

ohyes. thanks for the sweet dip stef! lol :)

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:51:51 GMT

yay today im having a big lunch with my mom, family, tommy, and linda :) i wish bob didnt have to work~wowho 2mrw is locker time

:(

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:34:00 GMT

i just wish everyone could be happy. it seems like things keep going downhill. nothing will ever be the same ever. and you just have to live with that. from my mom to friends to family. it feels like talking is arguing. and we act on our selfish side. can we live without getting what we want? do we want to run the extra mile to try to get what we want? do we even know what we want? i havent figured a couple things out yet but by the end of the year maybe ill have a rough draft. maybe if my mom could walk my first paragraph would be done. i feel like im the center of everything. family vs. mom. friend vs. friend college vs. college. there vs. here. yes vs. no i need to find a way where im not stuck in the middle of everything that is in my life. i think im gona get my hair done and maybe the hair stylist will cut the right piece. so that something in my life can be right for once.

breathe..just breathe..

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 19:13:36 GMT

...have you ever been really nervous of what the future will bring?..

rain rain go away

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 14:57:50 GMT

this weekend has just been so ghostly. on a higher note, i love my boyfriend because he holds my bags while i shop and waits outside the dressing room for me :)

to my best friend, me and stef will always be here for you!

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 05:07:49 GMT

you wonder..

why does life emotionally hurt? why are there so many cruel people out there, dangling our feelings? i dont understand why people just go on and on...back and forth bringing each other down until a tear drops. it just erks me. when it hurts, arent u suppose to put a bandaid on it? if its broken, arent u suppose to fix it? you don't though.. because your afraid.your afraid of change. your afraid of who that person will become, if your not in their life. moving on is hard, but it makes you stronger. its just a chapter in your life. the next page is waiting for you to turn. you can do it, because ive seen you acheive so many things, and ive seen you help me through the most hardest times in my life. if you can help you can do. you can do anything you want, that is, if YOU want. if you dont really want it, youll never get it. think about it. :)

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:36:53 GMT

..sometimes i wonder where i'll be in 10 yrs, and if ill be happy about it..

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:44:14 GMT

i met montell williams at my work 2nite wootwoot lol

funstuff

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 03:08:47 GMT

IVE KISSED SOMEONE.............

(x)on the cheek.
(x)on the lips.
(x)on their hands or fingers.
(x)in my room.
(x)in their room.
(x)of the opposite sex.
(x)of the same sex.
(x)a little younger than me.
(x)a little older than me.
(x)with brown hair.
(x)with curly hair.
(x)with blonde hair and blue eyes.
( )with red hair.
(x)with straight hair.
(x)shorter than me.
( )with a lip ring.
( )with a tongue ring.
(x)who you truly love/loved.
( )who was drunk.
( )while you were drunk.
(x)taller than me.
( )who was high.
(x)in the morning.
(x)right after waking up.
(x)just before bed.
(x)late at night.
(x)who I had just met.
(x)who I really didn't want to kiss.
( )who was going out with someone else.
(x)on a bed.
(x)two people at the same time.
(x)right after youve kissed somebody else
( )in a graveyard.
(x)at school.
(x)against a wall.
( )at a show.
(x)at the beach.
(x)in a pool.
(x)who was/is a good friend.
(x)in the rain.
( )with an std. ew
(x)in a car/taxi/bus
( )on a plane.
(x)in the movies.
(x)in a bathroom.
(x)in the dark
(x)on a roof top
(x)under water
(x)while you/they were driving
(x)who was a complete stranger
(x)at the old folks home
( )at the park
(x)on your parents bed.
(x)on your friends bed
( )while someone else was sleeping next to you.
(x)on top of me

:)

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 02:24:01 GMT

toured UCF yesterday.
it was love at first sight

i hate today

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:51:11 GMT

maybe if i look real hard into the water i will see his reflection..maybe not..

happy fathers day dad<3 rip

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 16:27:03 GMT

just got home from spending a week at the beach with bob and his family. it was alotta fun. ill post some pics later. well 2mrw i start my community service at the hospital, wowho. back to life. damn. i miss the beach. so relaxing :)